Friday, February 24, 2006

An Intertwined of Mixed Emotions...

Alamak...

I'll be going off to Hong Kong on the 13th March and back here on the 17th... 4 days like that lor... And guess what? Results of SPM 2005 is coming out on...*drumrolls...* the 13th!!! Wooohoooo!!!! [[ CRAP!!! ]] What a good opening for my trip to Hong Kong... either I'll get Ditched by my Family OR I'll get praises from them... but i doubt of getting praises... =( (why? because I did quite bad for it... and plus didn't study much... and also because there was a lot of stuff coming up that time.. yeah.. can't blame anyone but myself... ) I really want good results man... haiyoh... but it doesn't come easy does it? Yeah... the hard way man.. the hard way... no shortcuts... not hanky panky =P If i get BAD results... then Hong Kong would be long kong... no fun one lar... damn ma fun... Tatsukette! >_<

And plus... i'm sure i'll be teased by my fellow brothers... Bllergh... But Hey... It's not the end though... Nothing's that bad if you managed to be in control... " have a chill pill! 8D ", Amy Soon. But I'm really hoping to get the JPA scholarship for " look to the east " policy thingy... I wanna study in Japan... they are much advanced and way ahead from us... but don't worry... we'll catch up... we will... =D and yeah... not intend to stay there though... just wanna curi their capabilities and bring it back here... =P Malaysia Boleh! But hey... if i don't get it... what can i do? Just study here lah i guess... [[ though, heard some comments they said that the Uni here doesn't do much practical ]] *food for thought: Experience if far important than what you learned. Learning guides you to be on the right track* Hmmm... i'll try look for good reviews on the subject i wanna learn on...

For all my Buddies..! Pray that we'll get good results! Do Solat Hajat k? Yeah.. i know we did SPM already? wth for we do solat Hajat?? well, we haven't seen the paper yet right?? Anything can happen =D paper lost, resit, and they might use the old good results from trials... maybe? you won't know... anything's possible... so Solat Hajat every night... pray for me too , because i will insyallah play for you guys too! Hope we get good results! insyallah(if God Insists)...

later days...

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Pure Dumb-Nut-Idiotic-ness....

Today's a good workout day....

Morning... cleaned up my room and the dining area.... Thoroughly man... one boring thing about cleaning dust throughly..." dusts from where my mom can't see... will just be ignored by mom " hahaha.. but heck.. i love doing things " perfect " but... 2 bad things about me... are 1) I'll do it quite late 2) I'll do it easier without my parents telling me to do it...
Something wrong with me huh?? haha no lah.. i just basically want my mom to appreciate what i do... and see those happy smiling face after i did something she wanted it to be done... or something she complained about... hehehe just pure me... =P

Just now went to Sri Kdu to assist sensei... haha today was ok.. coz i got the seniors! Nyehehehe!!! but then they were still quite blur... ok lah.. can't blame them.. they're practically new... so taught them Kihon Happo 1 till 4, I'll continue back next week k? 5 to 8... oh yeah... it's gonna be fun... later you'll guys just play around with it... kihon and sanshin are the 2 important thing that you should learn... those are the basics... and yeah... train more!

Later went to OU... went for a drink and went to pray... then went back... dropped back at azat's house...
-= ever wonder what happens if you have these combinations[[no money, wants to train, brainless, psychotic ]] ... what will happen to you? here's the results... =-
You'll run all the way to your home which is 2KMs...and it took me freaking 13 minutes... hahaha BEST!

[[ Dumb, brainless, short-minded, idiotic, crazy, psycho me... =P ]]

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Do the Frankenstein Walk..!

Yesterday morning, sensei's lost it!!! he's making us do barrage while in seiza stance!!! hands feels like wanna come off already wei... haha but it was really fun yesterday... we were training how to prepare if a fight accours in a japanese tea house... good training.. especially for your legs...but then... you'll be walking like a frankenstein lah... hahah mucsle ache!!! sparring was real fun... fought with Nakashima(nicholas sim) poor fella, i automatically threw him with a hand throw over me... o_o and he landed head first... ._." sorry man..! hope the fella ok... yeah.. you just have to expect the unexpected from ninjutsu... rough techniques... but it's essential for ppl in this era... yeah.. the outside world is much different from your school days... very... so prepare for the worst..! Ninjutsu is quite rough... and yes, compared to the real world.. i bet you... even you learn this art... things may go wrong too... how good you are is not based on what art you learn.. but your experience...

Beware of new things in ninjutsu, expect the unexpected... more than half of the students who joined ninjutsu won't last long... survival of the fittest!

ok, back to my story, later yesterday... went to KL, to train with a shodan from Johor bharu... he's reaction are very good!!! fantastic!!! superb!!! but, " membabi buta " ... his style is more on sparring... and that kinda fella.. is a danger to my kind! hahaha! seriously! he's reactions are freaking scary! He doesn't uses the 3 main lines that was thought to us earlier when we joined... But all and all, he's good... excellent!

Today, went to the IAM, the agricultural expo! in PWTC... earlier went for maintenance class... Mr. Ganesh rocks! =D Met David and made new friends with Morgan... and some others!

[[ Less talking, more actions! ]]

Well, that's all for today... Adios!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Karma... what goes around... comes around...

Yesterday, Hahaha sensei invited us to train with the Sri Kdu Fellas... My Gosh... They are just too playful!!! and noisy!!! also too many!!! hahaha but heck.. not worried really.. most of them won't last that long.. right guys??? Ok... went there... trained trained trained... hurt my leg... guess why? hahaha... i slep kicked Azat at his Jaw.... O_O Whoopsy!!! ahahha it's was an accident!!! it happens!!! hahaha yeah.. his tooth is a bit chipped of.. alah.. just a grain of calsium right man? hehehe... karma... what goes around... comes around... I'm gonna get it from him sooner or later... =P hahahaha sei lor!!! XD

After that went to one utama ... went to watch Big Momma 2!!! great show really! hahaha ! freaking disgusting wei!!! big momma wearing those.. those... awwwh!! crap! hahahahaha!!! watch it! Owh yeah... When ever you guys go to the cafeteria right... go pay a visit to the aunty at the dessert shop... selling drinks... =D She's a very nice aunty... =D and make sure you're nice to her too!!!

Today, went to Terminal 2 Subang Jaya airport... to make my Passport... hahaa yeah... I'm running away from getting my RESULTS!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! BYE SPM!!!! hahaha kidding... gonna go to Hong Kong on 13th March... hehehe !!! at last... 2nd time going holiday overseas! yeah... i know... sad kan? hahaha that's me! =D

[[ This world is over populated by fast-growing concrete forest! Every single empty, solitude, quite land .. they will try to urbanized it... why can't we give way to nature to grow some greens around... make space for greens! ]]

laterdays..!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Cute... Blur... Helpless... and Well-Dress...

10.00 am, went to JPJ to settle off the Undang-undang Test! wahoo!!! at last!!! I passed! sheesh... (malu, malu... ) hahaha then later went to Amcorp mall... Aiyoh... the Game Shop closed already lah... how sad.... wanted to buy Command And Conquer : General... i lost the CD last time... so broed lah now... hehehe then after laitering around the mall.. went to the ground level... wanted to go back home... and wow... i got a glimps of this... oh-so-cute girl!!! She looks worried and helpless.. haha but.. wow.. she's cute! Man... i don't know... blur... cute... helpless girls is my kinda choice for girls... and not to mention well-dressed!! NO sexy maxy! hahaha i like them simple ! They seemed to be.. i don't know... superbly cute..? hahaha aih... entah lah... but still too soon to think bout girls... but admiring them is not a crime! HEHEHE!!!

3.00 pm, helped Aboh(dad) to clean up the house a little... well clean up the garden that is... hehehe... played under the rain... Wahhh!! sejuk! Best!!! felt like a kid again! hahaha ! Kids are the best... they know how to have fun! =P Cut cut cut the branches using parang and now i have a blister ( Ittai..! ) My hands are getting rough and rougher day by day... oh well!

Tonight planning to finish up " I Hunger For You " novel... hahaha Ying yi.. ying yi... you and your Yompire... =P hey... we can get blood instead of Milk from their udder! hahaha!!! It'll be called... Blooding!( Milking.. ) hehehe.. Oh well.. that's our crazy minds!!

[[ Little things, even though it doesn't seems to give much differences... but actually it does... Small small details that actually counts... ]]
Later dudes and dudettes... =D

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Sometimes... reality turns out to be a nightmare...

All these reality input has made me all so worried with today's society... What has gotten up their mind??? Are they just too idiotic to differentiate between what's wrong and what's right??? Or is it that their egoistic has taken over their freaking mind and made them think right is wrong and the wrong is right... I heard lots of stories... Mainly sad stories... how people get involved in social problems... it's just really sad.. really it is... People are so cheap nowadays... it's the end of days i tell you... why can't we be a better society? A society free from social problems? A society free from opression.. why can't we just be normal, loving and caring society ? well maybe i'm asking for a volkswagen to go up a steep heel...

It's really crazy nowadays, I heard about the stories on mat Rempits who goes racing wildly and brainlessly on the streets... they are just pure imbecile! They use cheap freaking girls as their trophy! And god knows what happens after they had won the race... they'll start doing their " project" ... haish... so low the morale of the society now... so low... racing wildly on the streets is just really crazy! there are freaking normal road users who just doesn't want accidents to occur to them... and these "wild " superman mat rempits just zigzag and doing all sorts of stunts! people now... They crash... they die... at least die alone not with others please...

Back to the social problem part, yeah... when you are a couple... please.. remember this! " you are not married yet! Some stuff are just supposed to be avoided from! " this is what normally happens to oh-my-so-"loving"-society... the girls would think " hey... he's the best mate i've ever met... i'm sure he's the one for me.. and we would love and charish each other till death do us part... we will be together for long long time! " ... yeah.. sure... now lets here from the guy's point of view " hmmm... she's cute... cool... she'll be a good girlfriend man... " don't see the difference? here... girls think that guys will love them till they get married... guys... well they are more to short term thinking! =D so yeah... if you are ready to sell your verginity now... then you're a full... coz if anything happens to you(pregnancy) guys just leave you... they have nothing to lose!! well good for you if you have the good-caring-loving-understanding-responsible kinda guy... he MIGHT just be responsible for that child...well girls... they'll be carrying a few more pounds... =S So girls... don't think you are " wise" enough to judge a guy by it's charming cover... be wise... and guys be responsible! This is just an advise, GIRLS, in a relationship.. please be as hard to get and don't be cheap... guys will just advantage of that for their own good, just be as simple as you can be, you won't know which guy is right for you... GUYS, be freaking responsible lah man, use that "thing" wisely lah don't follow your freaking lust... you care and love the girl not make love ! Get married and then you may do those " project" sheesh... hahaha apa-apalah...

Well that's all for now i guess... just remember that you have 2 freaking brains to think what's for the best... =D chow, adios, berambos, pegi mampos...

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Passion...

So pure the heart of thee,
So beauty thee can be,
Forgive the anonymous me,
For passion to thee thou could ever give.

Anonymous me...

You're Beautiful...

James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

A Mind Is A Terrible Thing To Waste...

Mind what I mind for what I mind you might mind

A mind is a terrible thing to waste. Your mind is capable of doing all sorts of things. Your mind controls most of the things in your body. Movements, calculations, and the ability to judge. Your mind is capable of doing all sorts of things. From imaginable to the utmost nonsense! 50 years before... who would have think telephone could be wireless??? Imagine carrying your house phone to work while the wires dangles... thanks to brilliant minds and the the countless efforts, phones are now mobile with no wires attach! Who knows, maybe phones in the mear future is non like the ones we see now... no more carrying your phones around, no more charging it, and no more dialling it... because it might be implanted in our heads! Imagine, it's like being psychic! well, electonically that is... haha! Talking to our friends via brainwaves??? ( operator, " sorry... the person you are trying to cantact with is not in service, please leave a telepathy message " haha ) wow.. imagine that... it sounds like complete nonsense! But hey, is not that what we thought of about mobile phones 50 years before? Wow huh? A mind is capable of manipulating all sorts of things, and imagining un imaginable nonsense, like what I'm doing now... =D

A mind too plays important role in the success of a person. A mind is able to sort things out the best way! Problems and pain is able to be solved and reduced with the help of our mind. Problems could be solved by the smartest way with our mind. The easiest to the hardest problems could be solve with our mind and a little time to sacrifice. Believe you could change yourself with the help of god and His guidance. Suicide is no shortcut to end problems, but it sure is a shortcut to make God hate you! Your life is owned by God and God Himself. He who created you with his Almighty power, and YOU take your own life with your dirty filthy hands. Suicide is no shortcut in problem-solving. Worst still, you will cause more problems to the people around( your parents, childrens, relatives and etc. ) . Don't believe me? Consider this, you have lots of debts to the loan sharks, and unable to pay them off. You have 4 childrens, a husband/wife . You decided to commit suicide, your childrens will have to deal with your problems ones you go down under! They will have to suffer your sufferings, they have to endour your inevitable problems! YOU ARE SELFISH! SELFISH! YOU LIVE TO BE HAPPY WHILE OTHERS SUFFER! AND WORST STILL THEY SUFFER WHAT YOU DON'T DARE TO FACE! YOU COWARD! SELFISH! Face it, dealt with it, overcome it! If you care, if you love, if you still have someone to love, don't go, don't go at all... we all will help you face the problems. Your life is not yours but His and His alone. You have a wise and carring mind... you should know which is for the best... Be strong, be wise, be thoughtful... for He is the Almighty and Wise... He knows what happens beyond the horizon, further than the eyes can see.. further in the future... for He who created the universe and every single thing there is... Seek fo His Shelter... and you will be safe... =)

Well, I'm way put of my topic i see. Haha alright, last point, your mind is able to do what you wished and desired. You are bad in your studies, you feel down, you feel lazy. All these could be change with one single switch of your mind! You just have to realise, You must believe you can do it! anything's possible! You see, a mind which God has provided us with is so powerful until what you think will affect you! You tell yourself you are bad in studies, believe me, you will be bad! He who thinks he can do well in his studies, will have good results but don't overconfident!Studying needs to be an ongoing thing that never stops or ends anywhere. There is no fullstop in studying. You are able to do more what you capable of doing now, it's up to you to realise it that life is about learning and understanding, enjoying is to have little breaks to cool down the mind. You are no computer, even a computer does break down if there's continuous usage of it. How well-made humans are by God. Every aspect and details have been made to the best. And yet we humans do not worship Him and thank Him for what He has done to us. We are selfish and ignorant. We turned our heads againts The Almighty One. Thank Him we should and forget Him we never. For He who made us with love, care and tender. Remember Him for He will remember you too.



( All that has been written here is from my comment, forgive me for I am just a normal human being, who does mistakes . Forgive me if i might hurt peoples feelings... do tell me if i might have provoked anyone... For I just want all of us to be a fantastic society ... =) )

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Fine dining lunch

Weeeee...!

just got back after jalan-jalan with friends! tired!!!! hahahaha
ok.. in the morning... went to school... around 10am.. hehehe met and talked to teachers!!! miss them!!! hahaha then later went to meet up the school's counselor to discuss about UM Asasi.. haih... so so so confusing ! why can't they make it easy for us to apply it?? or atleast give more freaking details!!! haiyoyo.... Sorry saf!!! didn't go to BSN today... sorry!

12.00pm , we went to KDU college... to support our man rasyad! hehehe ... he's a restaurant manager in the restaurant there... ;) hahaha a trainee that is... >D hehehe the food there quite chun... nice... here's the rating i'll give them.. =-

type rate(1 - 10)
1- Appetizer 3
2- Main course 8
3- Dessert 9
4- Drinks 6
5- presentation 5
7- service 7
8- price 9
9- girls 9(HEHEHEHHE)

hehehe... no hard feelings bro... =P all and all it's good ! =D
Then when we want to go back.. Idiotic Choo Yang donno how to drive .. drove his car kena the motorcycle! haiyooo .. thank god the KDU fellas helped us to reverse the freaking car... thanx fellas!

3.30pm, went to MV.... yeap... hehehe.. went to watch Keeping Mom! not bad.. good movie!!! hillarious! hahahahah and great movie for sadist ppl! hahahaha ... got back from MV at 9pm.. lama liao.... letih... hehehe but a great day!

Later, later someday later!

- Friends will always be friends, ups and downs, hardship and joy... together forever... -

Monday, February 06, 2006

Weeeee....!!

Hahaha... alright.... this is my 1st ever blog... i think... la la la...
Yesterday, Starting my day off to Taman Jaya... YEAH TO JOG! Believe it.. =P reason ? here's the reasons :
1- ALL I DO IN KELANTAN IS JUST EAT!!! ( seriously.... it's sooo YUmmy!!!)
2- I gained weight... hehehe *innocent face*
3- Have to maintain, for a shoudan in ninjutsu i have to be fit

Later went to Amcorp Mall till 12 ehehehe got nothing to do... and plus there's a flee market there every sunday lor... hmmm i want a Bonsai Plant!!!! nice nice!!! so cute wei!!! a miniature tree in your room... wow.... nice! but wow... it takes long time to make it grow big and u have to learn how to crop it... hmmm... nvm lets try! oh yeah.. there too i saw Qistina....

at about 5.20pm, azat called me..." hei nif.... kau nak pi training in Tropicana? " well... Of course!!! it's been long time since i've trained!!! and now here i am endouring regretable injuries from ninjutsu... hahahaha well it's worth it! There we trained and did some gang fights scenery... Me and Quah( Huge, Bald, And Utterly Strong!) Fought like no body's business! hahahaa Damn SHioK! stayed there till 8? coz we ate there with azat's dad.. And woohoo... behind where we were sitting... there's this group of 4 japanese ppl, 1 lady, 2 guys and 1 cute bubbly lil girl! We were like... teasing them behind our backs... saying weird stuff in japanese... and SUDDENLY the guy complains to the waitress in Good Perfect BM!!! " Kuah ni Kurang Panas" ... me and azat was like.... O_O .... *hope they didn't hear what we talked bout them...* hehehe

Today 6th Feb, Hping to go to BSN and pick up the forms for Asasi... it's like Matriculation... =P but only provided in UIA and UM, i'm hoping to go to UM lah... coz there's this programme which i really really really want to go to!!! it's called RPKJ(Rancangan Persediaan Khas ke Jepun)... my cousin took that 2 years ago.. now he's in Japan already... how nice... but heard it's really stressful... but heck.. anything to learn there! Hope i'll get good results lah... because they will only take 160 ppl ... yeap... hyaku rokuju....

Well that's all for my 1st post in this blog... =)